crumbling / suicide note

By convolk

On ANTIHERO

Released on January 31, 2020

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[Intro]

I wish that I could find another way

But I am not alive, already dead

So long before I


[Verse]

I wish you knew how I feel

About you, about you

Don't think it's sad to, sad to

Suffer, I'm glad to, glad to

I'm crumbling down

I am still stuck in this town

Life of a letdown, letdown

Jumping to get down, get down

And I need some help

Ask for it? No chance in hell

Laugh at it after we fell

But I can't get up again

Do some more to sober up

Five-cards wants to blow me up

Falling is the best of fun

The last look at this gun

Every room in my house is a fucking mess

I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast

Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends

Hope you know what you were missing then

I wanna write a note that makes my friends cry

Write a note that makes my friends cry

Really makes me wanna take my life, take my life


[Interlude]

"Hey, umm... It's me and I don't really know how to say this, but... I don't think, umm... I'm gonna be coming home tonight and I just wanted to let you know it's not your fault and that I love you a lot. Uhh... You know, I've been thinking about it— this for a while and I've... settled on it, you know? So, I love you."


[Outro]

If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight

If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight (It’s so painful)

Truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight

(This is it) Tonight, tonight, tonight

If it's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight

It's truthfully all tonight, tonight, tonight (It's so painful)

All tonight, tonight, tonight

Tonight, tonight, tonight