I’ve grown far too acquainted to being disappointed

And I’m still not sure how I feel anymore

So void of emotion, I’m not sure on where I stand

Helpless and thirsty for peace

Never wanting what I need

It has taken me this long

To admit that I am wrong

You make me feel like myself

When everything fades to black

You pull me out of this hell

You bring the color back

The worst kind of self-deprecation

Almost at my end, internalized contempt

Let my sighs give way to this song of Your strength

Repeating to myself that You have a plan for me

Broken world

The life we’re willing to face

Open heart

A risk we’re willing to take

You make me feel like myself

When everything fades to black

You pull me out of this hell

You bring the color back