And ill fucking die

And I'm buried alive so why can't I stop crying

I lay awake and I write these songs while tears are burning my eyes

And ill claw my way out from my grave that I dug for myself

Oh why

I'm living the dream

Late at night lying in my bed

Thoughts circling in my head

I hate myself and wish that I was dead

Knocking on my door telling me to go to sleep

I already tried

Is that rain on my window

Or blood pouring out

And ill fucking die

And I'm buried alive so why can't I stop crying

I lay awake and I write these songs while tears are burning my eyes

And ill claw my way out from my grave that I dug for myself

Oh why

I'm living the dream

Pеople around me trying to heal my aching mind

Oh I'm a wastе of time

Stuck in my home can't get away

What a waste of my days

Is that rain on my window

Or blood pouring out

Opaque and falling apart

Please stop the bloody thoughts from coming out

And ill fucking die

And I'm buried alive so why can't I stop crying

I lay awake and I write these songs while tears are burning my eyes

And ill claw my way out from my grave that I dug for myself

Oh why

I'm living the dream

Serenity

And I'm living the dream

I'm living the dream

Is that rain on my window

Or blood pouring out

And ill fucking die

And I'm buried alive so why can't I stop crying

I lay awake and I write these songs while tears are burning my eyes

And ill claw my way out from my grave that I dug for myself

Oh why

I'm living the dream

Serenity

And I'm buried alive

Buried alive

The thoughts circle around in my head

And ill claw my way out from my grave

Oh why

I'm living the dream, living the dream, living

The dream