A happiness I am so numb to

You

I toss all your love away

It slowly makes my brain decay

But why, oh why, oh why

But why, oh why, oh why

My emotions are blind

Yet I can see so fucking clear

You feel close when I'm with you

Yet the end is so near

The cold shoulder like an unbinding tear

I come to ask myself

Why are you still here?

My words they don't say enough

Yet they say too much

I'm tearing me apart

While I'm damaging your heart

The silence created by my dying mind

I wish they'd oppress, but I keep on crying

My emotions are blind

Yet I can see so fucking clear

You feel close when I'm with you

Yet the end is so near

The cold shoulder like an unbinding tear

I come to ask myself:

Why are you still here?

My depression

I'm a waste of time

All I ask is why

Why

My emotions are blind

Yet I can see so fucking clear

You feel close when I'm with you

Yet the end is so near

The cold shoulder like an unbinding tear

I come to ask myself

My emotions are blind

Yet I can see so fucking clear

You feel close when I'm with you

Yet the end is so near

The cold shoulder like an unbinding tear

I come to ask myself

Why are you still here

My emotions are blind

Yet I can see so fucking clear

The cold shoulder

And I ask why you're still here

Why are you still here?