Am I loosing my mind

The pressure never will decline

Depression, awake all the time

Never close my eyes

Disturbance instilled in me

Failure, not what I'm supposed to be

Disappointment, looking down on me

A break, all I need to do is

The air I beg to breathe

Beginning to disappear

We stare towards the sun

The atrophy in my lungs

I begin to break

The life I cannot give or take

The lack of strength in me

All I need to do is breathe

Am I trying to loose control

A burden weighing on my soul

Out of the dark it starts to creep

Deadened dagger, I must bleed

Burning, wretched being

Lived a life with no meaning

The epitome of all the hatred and guilt instilled in me

The air I beg to breathe

Beginning to disappear

We stare towards the sun

The atrophy in my lungs

I begin to break

The life I cannot give or take

The lack of strength in me

All I need to do is breathe

The ever waiting never fading ghost of all things gone

And I stare

Down the hall of the past

Suffocating in guilt and shame engraved into my name

And I'm weeping

I'm still waiting deprecating contemplating

The end

The air I beg to breathe

Beginning to disappear

We stare towards the sun

The atrophy in my lungs

I begin to break

The life I cannot give or take

The lack of strength in me

All I need to do is breathe