Released on June 15, 2016

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[Verse 1: Roger "conscience" Ramos]

Took you into our broken home

Not knowing you would make it whole

Anytime I felt alone

You were there to tell me no

"No, I'm here for you to hold

Soak up every tear you cry

Any day the world is cold

I'll be right here by your side."

You were always up for fun

Especially when you were young

I had no real friends growing up

But you would show me I had one

And that was all I needed

Kids repeatedly had beaten me up

Eating me alive, and you could see it

Never speaked it, but you saw it in my eyes

And I can't read the shit I'm reading without the need to fucking cry

Why did you leave? Can't you hear me?

Please give me a reason why

If there's a Jesus, he's a demon for just leaving me behind

I know you see me here just grieving, but believe me when I lie

And say I'm fine with you appeasing with the reaper, but I'm screaming in my mind

I won't be sleeping, not tonight, and not for seasons at a time

Just to live by what I'm feeling:

You're sleeping, and I'm the one who really died


[Hook: Roger "conscience" Ramos]

You made this house a home when you were here in our presence

No longer does it feel like home without your beautiful essence

You were not only just family, but my fucking best friend

All dogs go to heaven, all dogs go to heaven

You always had my back when I was fighting depression

You'd cuddle up beside me, and somehow the pain seemed to lessen

You are my guardian angel, the closest thing to a blessing

All dogs go to heaven, all dogs go to heaven


[Verse 2: Roger "conscience" Ramos]

We found you in the yard and laid you gently in bed

We hadn't seen this before, thought you had just needed rest

But, sadly, we all had the same bad thought in our head

So we sat all around you, so we could pay our respects

You've always been a feisty one, my little tiny fighter

I know you fought with all your heart and every mighty fiber

Of your being to keep being here with me, despite your age, and all the pain

You ran away from the light that just got brighter

Eventually, it consumed you, with the entire room, too

We all died inside and cried

We didn't know what to do

I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what to think

But slowly took my anger outside to start digging your grave

Take out my anger on this world, 'cause it had took you away

But I promise I'll be out there every single day

I promise I'm happy you're in a better place

And pray to see you again beyond those heavenly gates


[Hook: Roger "conscience" Ramos]


[Outro: Roger "conscience" Ramos]

You made this house a home when you were here in our presence

No longer does it feel like home without your beautiful essence

You were not-

Fucking shit