I got a lot of demons up in my head

Got a lot of smoke still stuck in my chest

Ahwell I guess smoke bud till death

Block out any dumb shit dumb cunts said

No I don’t got time for that

Im a busy man

I gotta leave this city I got bigger plans

Youl find me chillin with my feet in the sand

Or mayb up in the mountain trippin again

Who knows

I don’t

All I know is I won't be here

Opened my third eye now I see clear

But I havnt been sober atleast three years

I been floating by

Trynna slow the time

One night I was close man the rope was tied

Yeah I know Its my fault that I chose this life

So I deal with it even know im broken inside

Yeah im so broken inside

Most days I don’t see no hope in sight

Only time that I see its when I close my eyes

Gotta grab it when I got it gotta hold on tight

Can't let it fuckin slip again

Gotta take small steps can't skip ahead

Some things don’t mean what I wish they meant

I don’t wanna be difficult im a simple man

So if you wanna say somethin say it

I don’t know how to read your mind

First day I seen the devil man I I went and faced him

Stared straight in the demons eyes

Put his hand out and asked me to shake it

Fuck that im not doin no deal with satan

Seen one too many lifes get taken

I watched you prey on the weak and promise youll save em

Ain't no chance your taking my soul

This is my life im taking control

Spent so many nights out in the cold

Fantasizing about counting mountains of gold

Cause I don’t wanna be stuck in the slums

Surrounded by a bunch of fuckin scums

In a place that id never ever trust any cunt

This is it , right here , iv had enough man im done

Yeah fuck the world

Earths beautiful but its still a fucked up world

Swear to god il kill anybody that touch my girls

Gotta show em how they can turn dust into pearls

But I guess some things we Can't change

We just gotta try Adapt to it

Lifes tough get ready for the heartbreak

Remember I always Got ya back through it

Cause I know what its like to be broken

No more strength to fight or keep going

That’s when ya gotta dig deep inside

To try find abit of hope even just for a moment

Cause That’s all it takes

In a split second everything can change

I know that better days are comin I just gotta wait

I just hope they get here before its too late