Released on October 26, 2022

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[Verse 1: Kia Castillo]

The fault line's about to blow

And the devil is at my throat

Paved with good intentions, don't you know?

I'm staring down a dead-end road

Please call the doctor; I just saw a piece of me die

I can't stop the bleed

As dreams turn to nightmares right before my eyes

Awake or asleep


[Pre-Chorus: Kia Castillo]

The gravity pulls me below

And darkness is all that I know


[Chorus: Kia Castillo]

I'm breaking down and I need some room to breathe, oh, oh

'Cause the weight of this has got me down on my knees


[Verse 2: Kia Castillo]

How the hell did I wind up here?

Somewhere bеtween all I know and fear

Caught my reflection in thе rear-view mirror

My demons are closer than they appear

And I can't remember the last time that I got out

Trapped in a machine

The only way out is if I go straight through it now

I'm disintegrating


[Chorus: Kia Castillo]

I'm breaking down and I need some room to breathe, oh, oh

'Cause the weight of this has got me down on my knees, oh

I think I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, oh

I think I'm paralyzed, paralyzed

I wanna scream, I need some room to breathe


[Post-Chorus: Kia Castillo]

You can't save me

You can't save me, oh, oh


[Bridge: Janel Monique]

Why am I my own worst enemy?

Haunted by my own worst memories

Why am I my own worst enemy?

Just push it down, push it down

Push it down


[Breakdown: Janel Monique]

Hell froze over, now I'm stuck underneath

My demons keep tearing me at the seams

Trapped in a tunnel, can't stay composed

Set me free, let me breathe

I don't feel a thing


[Interlude: Kia Castillo]

I just need some room to breathe

'Cause the weight of this has got me down on my knees


[Chorus: Kia Castillo]

I think I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, oh

I think I'm paralyzed, paralyzed

I wanna scream, I need some room to breathe

[Outro: Kia Castillo & Janel Monique]

You can't save me

(Why am I my own worst enemy?)

(Haunted by my own worst memories)

You can't save me, oh

(Why am I my own worst enemy?)

(Just push it down, push it down)

You can't save me