Released on May 11, 2021

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[Verse 1]

You're doing this on purpose

Giving me a glimpse of your life through a filter

Drinking champagne, alibis, middle fingers

I don't even wanna know

So I just leave it all alone

But how did it get this way between us?

Maybe that's why I didn't wanna believe it

Hiding between the lines

Until I saw with my own eyes


[Pre-Chorus]

It feels like we are lost again

So full of mixed emotions

When do we let this die?

When did the spark leave both of our eyes?


[Chorus]

How did it get so messy, messy?

I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you

And it all falls down before our eyes

Messy, messy

Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here

If this is heaven

I don't wanna know what hell is like


[Verse 2]

When did it start and where does it end?

Did we build castles just to play pretend?

You slept in my bed, you left me on read

Your love was so cold that I could see my own breath

I know I got issues and you've got your games

I'm tryin' to track you down, but I'm just running in place

Chasing something that can never be mine

I can't win when you're moving the finish line


[Pre-Chorus]

It feels like we are lost again

So full of mixed emotions

When do we let this die?

When did the spark leave both of our eyes?


[Chorus]

How did it get so messy, messy

I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you

And it all falls down before our eyes

Messy, messy

Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here

If this is heaven

I don't wanna know what hell is like


[Bridge]

If only I could turn back time, go back to where it all began

Before everything we did turned into fighting

We used to tolerate it, we became what we hated

Ignoring all the signs so we don't have to compromise


[Interlude]

How did it get so messy?

How did it get here? (How did it get here?)


[Chorus]

How did it get so messy, messy?

Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here

If this is heaven

I don't wanna know what hell is like


[Post-Chorus]

(How did it get so messy, messy?)

What hell is like

(I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you)

What hell is like

(How did it get so messy, messy?)

I don't wanna know what hell is like


[Outro]

How did it get so messy?