Now tell me please

What is it with all this hate I see

Life is a bitch but this might prove just too much for me

Cause Im all for challenging but this might take me to eternity

Is it the company?

Are they all on me

Will they all come for me?

Will I jump off this balcony

In a hold up

I hold off

This dreams cause

I wake up

And break up

This chains

My head sends to my mailbox

Cause if my eyes are

Windows to the soul

This house

Is looking

Pretty vacant

I’m takin’ a second

Evaluate the weight of

This pressure on my shoulders

To live up to

Expectations

My mind’s warming up

But my heart keeps getting colder

I have no more friends

Acquaintances and lovers

The scars some have left

Are just not yet done over

And It might take some time

But if a stranger is breaking requires a shoulder

Then I’ll be a binder

I ain’t no damn folder

Bitch drop the damn papers

The script is all over

Bitch you ask why Im bulletproof

Cause this soul you can't shoot

Wear my flaws like clothing and my heart on my sleeve

Now I’m bulletproof

SO im telling this

What’s with all the hate I see

A schooling system

Too old for the sake of Kids

Workin like a factory

My city that keeps dying in this tyranny

The corruption

Metamorphing is needed

On salarys

Teaching some values

Educating our child ye

Showing universal truths with no dogma

Preaching to live in the present oh my

Gotta have priorities

Self-love and acceptance

Over valiums and Xanax

Prescription addiction and pills ain't a thing

No affliction, medication

In a city with empathy

Decent use of fonds from

Politicians who won't foresee

That “the future belongs to all of us

And Not just me”

And that is all I try to learn and try teach

And soooong my

Soul can fly

Won't be long it won't be long nooou

And all I have to know

I Gotta know

Takin this journey might be my fall

Caise I have seen

It all- all by myself I could lose control

This I know

Im okay for today but tomorrow never knows

Oh

In this journey

Feelin like this cause I wanna pretend the

Issues of sanity don’t face my nerving

I see it swerving I’m feeling terribly

Scared of sharing my truths

My past

The pain the scars addictions and near suicide

But I decide

Fuck all that, ill just stick with the people

Who take me

For who I am

Might as well learn to love myself

Stop pleasing this women

Setting standards fuck their appearance

OR be alone truth is the more inner piece I achieve

Self-respect coherence

The less I need anyone else

Follow my purpose

Cause life is endearing

When you don’t put it on hold for smaller tales