Released on August 16, 2019

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Can’t even front I’m doing fine as I am

At this point, I got my life upon the line for the Fam

All I do is make my jump and go as high as I can, as I can

I got control problems I don’t want my life to slip away through my hands

Though I know I’m just a flash and that I’ll happen again

When I go I pray to God you take me just how I am

How I am, go as hard as I can (go as hard as I can)

Pray you take me just how I am (take my just how I am

Mandatory lows that take me higher in my understanding

Though I swear I’m from another planet I been feeling kind of human

No lie, get my demons off my back just give it time, I know my pain is just my

Weakness leaving the body, I been cleaning out my closet every week it’s a hobby

Why you think I’m always pulling up late to the party?

Struggle tryna’ see beyond myself, entire past I bond myself, I load the clip and bomb myself, yeah

I know my gratitude’s a weapon and it’s time to use it

My solution for confusion in my nation’s music

Might change my rap name to Lil Confucius

Kill my own excuses reaching for the top

Type to go to work and by the night I did my job

I find it odd that motherfuckers’ still complaining what we got

Most comfy generation yet the farthest out from God, hey hey

Can’t even front I’m doing fine as I am

At this point, I got my life upon the line for the Fam

All I do is make my jump and go as high as I can, as I can

I got control problems I don’t want my life to slip away through my hands

Though I know I’m just a flash and that I’ll happen again

When I go I pray to God you take me just how I am

As I am, go as hard as I can (go as hard as I can)

Yeah, I keep changing slow and karma levels rise to re-arrange my soul

I’m training for whatever mountain’s left to climb

Can feel the stress of time, ironic cause that isn’t real

I testify my lows in life at open mics with hopes to find an open mind

To open mine I break the ice with how we doing tonight?

Just stick around and I can ruin your night

Tell you stories of my painful days get faded till we fade away that’s doing it right

Just like our parents did it, know just what we want but yet we scared to get it

Power blinds the powerful the hours go, on and on

I take a breathe and find my calm the mirror shows the eyes of god

That pierce thru me and beyond

Since Paul Pierce was wearing green I had a dream

Not for rapping or stackin’ but more along the lines of peace

They say the grass is greener I’ll admit I haven’t seen it

Maybe hope that’s blind is still the shit we really need

Just to feel fine

Can’t even front