Ending a chapter with another cliffhanger

To keep the reader in awe of the murder they're hearing

Airwaves distorted with rhetoric, all horseshit

Can't contemplate life without the cliche of death overlooking your shoulder

I'm the pillar of autumn, self-destruction

Rough around the edges so crush my lungs under pressure

Find the diamond within my soul

And I know

That I've been digging a hole

Just to fuel my ego

I know you'll be spitting on my grave

(I know you'll be spitting on my grave)

I know you'll be spitting on my grave

That's fine at least you'll be thinking of me

Cause I'm happy feeling sad

I got sunshine in a bag

Fuck, you're useless

I'll bite my tongue

Cause your future is dead and gone

Cause I'm happy feeling mad

I got sunshine in a bag

Fuck, you're useless

I'll bite my tongue

Cause my future is dead and gone

Fuck, is it done?

I'm so sick of being the apple of your eye

Fuck, bored to death

Ain't it sad when you despise the thing you love the most

Fuck, are we done?

I'm so sick of being the apple of your eye

Fuck, bored to death

Ain't it sad when you despise the thing you love the most

So where do we go from here?

I'm over writing about all of my fears

Where do I go from here?

I'm over writing about all of my fears

Where do I go from here?

I'm so sick and tired of all of my fears

So where do I go from here?

I am so fucking sick of all of my fears

So where do I go from here?

I am so fucking tired of all of my fears

So where do I go from here?

I am so sick and tired of all of my fears

The fuck do I go from here?

I am so fucking tired of all of my fears

(So where do I go from)

So where do I go from here?

I am so fucking sick of all of my fears