I lost myself in her again but I don't care

Even when I'm all alone she's standing there

So I lie awake and I waste away

To disappear for a moment

Is she only in my dreams

Will I ever be released

She's my best mistake

And I like paying for it

Overanalytical and open wide

We're conjuring the chemical side by side

We're tangled up and we hide away

To leave the world for a moment

She's consuming constantly

And I forget everything I need

She's my best mistake

And I like paying for it