Released on August 15, 2025

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[Verse 1]

I saw you in a photograph with some

Brunette girl in a head-back laugh

And I almost hurled when I saw your hand

Down the small of her back

You were never outside with me

Spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets

And I know it's dumb that I'd ever think

That I'd meet your mom and dad


[Chorus]

Skipping your stones at my window in the dark

Kissing your ghost was my own damn fucking fault

But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned

And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt

Yeah, you remind me of how little I deserve


[Verse 2]

I knew we weren't meant to be

I'm from Texas skies, you're from London streets

And I'm not your type, but you're trying things

So that's everything I need

To break apart my own heart again

Validate the worst thoughts inside my head

That I'm not worth shit, and I'm better dead

Who's the victim in the end?


[Chorus]

Skipping your stones at my window in the dark

Kissing your ghost was my own damn fucking fault

But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned (Earned)

And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt

And you remind me of how little I deserve

Yeah, you remind me of my father slurring words

So, you remind me of how little I deserve


[Outro]

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