[Hook]
September 5th again, I'm having trouble staying focused
Sleep don't come too easy, swallow pills tryin' not to notice
The harm I'm doin' to myself, tryin' to overlook
I never got to say goodbye and that left me shook
[Verse One]
A bar and two blunts, I'm in love with that mixture
Started doin' drugs about the time that you went up
Addiction left your body still like a picture
I can't believe it's been 2 years, damn I miss ya
When I got the news I cried, I won't lie
Everyday I wish that you were still alive
Accidental suicide, I had tears in my eyes
When Lo called and said you died overnight
I should've visited more, dedicated to a whore
Who didn't love me back, you knew all about that
Sad to see your wife leave you
Everyday was hard watchin' your life leave too
'Til the end of my days, I'll always regret
I never said goodbye to the disabled vet
Who inspired me more than my teachers or my preacher
Every day that I watched you grow weaker
[Hook]
[Verse Two]
You're up with God, I'm certain
Here at home there's definitely been some hurtin'
Lo took a flight, he headed back over
Hit him hard that he couldn't get you sober
Matt took a hit, lost his job
Torn up that he couldn't play Santa Claus
And after Jason took his bullet
You dying Ray, that really got to him
Watched a young GI cry, but only out his left eye
Just lost his other half, love like that don't happen twice
You and Jason probably up there tellin' us to relax
And your probably yelling saying stop takin' 'Nax
I've been low, been real high
Hopin' I can get high enough to stop by
One more day, one more conversations all I'm askin'
Stay depressed cause I know that can't happen