[Verse]

Feel like I'm losing the plot

Feel like a loser a lot

I forgot what I want to achieve with my music I need this confusion to stop

Even though I said bye to Jordan

I've still got that noose in a knot

Not sure if ill use it or not

F-F-F-Fuck that, I'm refusing to flop

Cause I gotta stay focused and make a change

Escape the dark and break the chains

From makers mark and placing blame

To making marks and taking aim, It's my life

Yeah gotta prove 'em wrong

Can't look back now gotta move along

Gotta cruise with the bruises refusing to lose cause I choose to improve when the musics on, Yeah

I just wanna do my best, but there's so many things that produce my stress

I've been sitting in a Dugite's nest where I patiently wait for a snake who would chew my flesh

Same dudes who would root my ex

But I still gotta few guys left

Shout outs to my crew

I ain't got huge biceps but I do my reps

As the moonlight sets, I expect the worst

I'm not quite sure if I'm blessed or cursed

So I'm putting in extra work

I don't wanna be the best in Perth

Just the best on Earth

Sometimes I forget my worth

Sometimes I just get so depressed it hurts

Sometimes I don't really wanna live another minute but giving ups for quitters and respect is earned

STAY STRONG

Gotta tell myself that

And help excel my welcomed health back

Lost it all, Shell was hell tapped, dropped the ball, and felt the world crack

Woke up and I had an epiphany, have to commit to a pattern and my passion prolifically, I just wanna be rapping terrifically with a rapid delivery, doesn't matter if you happen to critic me 'cause..

This is all I know

What a life

I remember the day that I gotta mic

Kids at school would say I forgot I'm white

Now the same cunts play me on Spotify, Huh

Gotta thank my foes

They would tease me for wearing those gangsta clothes

I was pulled down lower than an anchor goes

But that just shows how far through the ranks I rose

Much love to my fans and supporters

You're the reason I stand and record this

You were there when my Nikes were blood stained

And still there when abandoning Jordan

You were there when I started this music

You were there for the panic disorders

Saw me go to hell and back like Humpty Dumpty lord knows that this man has been haunted

I don't know if I'll make it or not, but I feel less stressed every page that I jot so I'll say what I want to the day that I drop and I'll pray I can take all my mates to the top

So I'ma do what I need to do

'Cause you believe in me and I believe in you

I keep going cause you're giving me a reason too

This is just the beginning I ain't leaving soon

I've been up and down

I've been underground

I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown

I've been up and down

I've been underground

Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but

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I've been up and down

I've been underground

I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown

I've been up and down

I've been underground

Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but..

I've been up & down