Resolutions

By Complete

Released on January 7, 2019

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[Verse]

Mum said:

Never speak to strangers, it's important not to welcome them

But here I am fucking talking to myself again

Dealt resentment, I can feel my health descendin'

Ever since I've felt dependent I've been cornered in a helpless den

I tell my friends I'ma try my hardest, I'm optimistic

But really that's just a lie, to start with, I'm [?] this shit

I've got to fix it, find the answer and not resist it

Otherwise, I'll cark it inside a casket like what's predicted

I'm the definition of what a waste

Could drop a tape, get recognition then rock a stage

Or rot away 'cause I met addiction and got replaced

Success or failure, repetition is what it takes

There's nothing but shame inside of my core

The water inside my eye is the rain supplied by the storm

I'll pour my life on the mic till I'm taken right to the morgue

'Cause I'm more than likely to die if there ain't a rhyme to record though

Every now and then I partly have some doubt for rap

They don't ask me how I am, they ask me "Where the album at?"

Tired of the politics, the nastiness and how we act

It's weird when you start to see a party as a power nap, huh?

Some say that I should focus on a better dream

The scene will never see me as the dopest that they've ever seen

Upcoming rappers in Messenger tryna send a link

While I'm at Centrelink 'cause I'm broker than I've ever been

Parked in a car that can hardly start

While asking one of my mates to go halves in a dart he sparked

I should prob'ly go and work on some bars but I can't be arsed

I'd rather mask my emotions and laugh as the carton lasts, man

My mother's disappointed and my nana's scared

Every time I fuck my life up it's like I just damage theirs

I'm that impaired and I'm nothing but an addict

Prob'ly gonna find my fucking body hanging near a stack of chairs

I see my doctor more than I see my missus

I'm not surprised that she locks the door when I seem suspicious

When I reek of piss and I treat her like a poxy whore

Like all I want her for is to mop the floor and to clean the dishes

A piece of shit and I'm a stupid coward

I devour booze like I think it's giving me superpowers

I bruise my mouth as I chew for hours, consuming powders

Then the terror came like the aeroplane that went through the Towers

Years passed but the tonic remains

I know my funeral's something that my mother's prob'ly gonna arrange

I look in the mirror, I wanna explain

But my reflection rolls its eyes as I promise to change, so what's the point


[Chrous]

What's the point of resolutions if you never do them?

What's the point of resolutions if you never do them?

New year, new month, new week

New day, new page, new me, still my head is ruined

What's the point of resolutions if you never do them?

What's the point of resolutions if you never do them?

New year, new month, new week

New day, new page, new me, still my head is ruined