[Intro]

(Yo)

I will [?] and I'll fall and I'll land on my feet

(Past few years have been a bit fucked)

I will fight for us all, and I’ll stand for my dream

(But I think I’ve found my reason)

I will find me a reason and have what I need

(To keep livin’, to keep fightin’)

To keep myself breathin’, I plan to succeed

(And there's no fuckin’ way, I’ma let it go, look)

[Verse 1]

It’s been a while since I’ve showed a smile

I got lonely, livin’ in my own denial

An only child, so I wanna see my mother proud

Even when I’m fuckin’ down, she has always stuck around

With this hope, I’ma see myself another route

I’ma turn a burning tree into a cubby house

I love my crew, I don’t even need a fucking crowd

Sever and Defekt, you know I see you as my brothers now (Psyche Ward!)

Love has found mе, and stretched my lifespan

My girl’s morе fucked in the head than I am

Where I stand, I can sense sweat in my hand

How could she want me? She should get her eyes scanned

It’s her, and the crew, and the stress my mind has

It’s friends that are true and my death that I plan

That makes me wanna live, and get my life back

Stand on a stage, be the best that I can

[Chorus]

‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a

Reason to live, now I can

See what it is and I be-

Lieve I can win, see me begin

‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a

Reason to live, now I can

See what it is and I be-

Lieve I can win, see me begin

[Verse 2]

Change is what I have to do, I fell off the edge

For six years, I’ve been waitin’ for a parachute

Didn’t have a clue, take me to a padded room

What can I say? I have a lazy fuckin’ attitude

It doesn’t matter now, I’m makin’ sure I’m happy soon

An angry mood’s a cheap escape, like a bag of goon

That’s the truth, gotta focus on the nice things

The right things rise up, no matter what your life brings

It’s timin’, restart the clock

I’ve come a long fuckin’ way, now I can’t be stopped

No more sparkin’ pot, no shards or cops

I’d rather rock a gig with Aftershock

My past is not my future, I’ma do somethin'

You’ll hear my tunes pumpin’, luckily you’ll love them

I feel great, I could suddenly lose somethin'

I’ve still got problems, but fuck it ‘cause who doesn’t

[Chorus]

‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a

Reason to live, now I can

See what it is and I be-

Lieve I can win, see me begin

‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a

Reason to live, now I can

See what it is and I be-

Lieve I can win, see me begin

[Verse 3]

Drunk often, I was touchin’ my coffin

Like a shit when constipated, I was stuck at the bottom

Drugs were my option, honestly, I’m strugglin’ off ‘em

Somethin' [?] shoved in my face just when I want 'em

Trust me it’s stoppin’, I’ll no longer run from my problems

I ain’t rottin’ in this room like some rubbish, forgotten

I’ll be hoppin’ in a booth, with this junk in my noggin

Rushin’ through toys, like a soon-to-be mother when shoppin’

I’ve had enough of my sobbin’ and this panic disorder

I was born with a habit of sittin’ sad in a corner

It makes my blood boil, like bein’ stabbed in a sauna

I’ve seen more crashin’ and trauma than a traffic reporter

This is hazardous water, and my life’s a canoe

Leaves you in awe, a clean man, like a guy with a broom

At Intelekt’s, spittin’ cyphers, or inside of my room

Starin’ into my girl’s eyes, I’m alive ‘cause of you, ha

[Chorus]

‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a

Reason to live, now I can

See what it is and I be-

Lieve I can win, see me begin

‘Cause I’ve been lookin’ for a

Reason to live, now I can

See what it is and I be-

Lieve I can win, see me begin

[Outro]

It’s the girl that I love, it’s the guys in my crew

It’s the rhymes that I spit on the mic that I use

It’s my beautiful mum, it’s my time to improve

I will shine through the darkness, like light from the moon

It’s the nights that I sleep, it’s the writing I do

It’s the times that I’m free from the fights and abuse

It’s my mind being calm, it’s the sign of the truth

It’s my reason to live, I’m untying the noose

[Interlude]

Yo

Sometimes, you gotta pull your dick out

The dog, find some pussy

Haha, look

Hahaha, I’m sorry

I was tryin’ to think of

I was tryin’ to think of somethin’ (Yeah, yeah, you fucked up)

I was tryin’ to think of somethin’ smart to say at the end

Fuck it, I’ll save that shit for later