[Verse 1]

Since, sixteen I've been the same fellow

Eyes red and fingers stained yellow

Still lyin to vindicate why I disintegrate

Tryin to drink to stay mellow

Still tryna convince my mates I'm on the brink of fame like it's an inch away

Rellos, still tryna indicate why I've been interstate like I can sing or play cello

These days al my mates are maturing

Having kids, so they're getting paid and securing their happiness

Having marriages, no more gigs, no more smashing piss

I'm just getting wasted and touring

Even I facе a deterrent

I know thе only way that I'm curing my brain is brainless

Steppin on these stages at places that smell like jager and urine

Far from a high roller

When I stroll to the bar it's an eye roller

I was cold from the start, from in my stroller

Now I'm older, I ask if our minds alter

My ex Queen knows my traits

She was told from the start that I'm bipolar

Though tried to have a poker face

It resulted in holding my heart as my vice stole her

Am I devoted or dumb? I've succumb to this road where there's so many bumps

That I jump then I fall, then I come to a wall

Where I'm scrunched in a ball and I know that I'm numb

Too late now, I loaded the gun

And provoked it as soon as the show had begun

Exploding the sun for a moment of fun

But I know that I'm gonna be alone when it's done

[Hook]

Shit, I guess I must of missed the memo

On how to rebuild my life

Must of missed the list of rennos

To fix the chemicals in my mind

Shit, I guess I must of missed the memo

On how to rebuild my life

Must of missed the list of rennos

To fix the chemicals in my mind

[Verse 2]

Yeah, guess I missed the memo

Coz it's all fun and games like Mr. Leno

When we're tryna get rich with a disc we demo

There's a price that we pay and the shit's expeno'

Life comes just to switch the tempo

Rest in peace Dista, these distant memo-ries

Whisper again as I'm missin my friends

I just wish that I never had to witness them go

But my gluttony seems clear

Coz I know that I'm lucky to be here

But each year I say imma stay sober

Backstage chugging a bucket of free beer

And we cheers for nothing but these cheers for nothing

But these weird percussions that we smear

In deep teird discussions and leak tears above em

And leave peers in love with it, each ear

Friends say I should get a relationship

But chicks I date, they never relate a bit

Or maybe it's whenever that they commit

I hate admitting my head is afraid of it

Even when I've met an amazing chick

There's no warmth in my bed as they've laid in it

Too busy with the rise of the Ward for a wife to adore

And the pressure to raise a kid

Instead of settling down, I settle it down

It settles when I see it all down

I said it all sounds incredible, regrettable clown

Til the roses corrode and the petals are brown

I'd say it's too late for a medal

II'm just chasing this credible crown

As my brain is embezzled by the bass and the treble

On a date with this dangerous devil I drown

[Hook]

I guess I must of missed the memo

On how to rebuild my life

Must of missed the list of rennos

To fix the chemicals in my mind

Shit, I guess I must of missed the memo

On how to rebuild my life

Must of missed the list of rennos

To fix the chemicals in my mind