Heartless Revenge

By Complete

On Panic Disorder

Released on November 18, 2010

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[Intro]

You fuckin’ did this

Look at what you’ve made me

This is for every single bit of pain

That I’ve ever had to go through

This is my heartless revenge


[Chorus]

This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret

For the bastards who left all these scars in my head

For the marks that I’ve made on the path that I've stepped

For the darkest of days, for the part in his death

For the tears that I’ve cried, for the after-effects

For the years full of lies, for my father’s neglect

For all that I’m against, it’s the start of the end

As I release the old me for a heartless revenge


[Verse 1]

I used to think Lizzy was my soulmate

Colgate taste after kissin’ through the whole day

That was grade six, keep thinkin’ of them old days

Cold change, how many more willies can a hole take?

I hold hate for the way that she cheated

On me, with my mates, the most crazy of street kids

She needed a taste of my phase and extreme shit

Then she slit her wrist, ‘cause she hated what she did

Like fiendin’ a crack pipe, even when Ash died

Prob’ly givin’ gobbies for some speed at the crash site

And that’s why you were clean of the graff' life

The reason at parties I’d leave with a black eye

And that night you fucked Trevor, you slut

Never have you ever been so dumb messin’ with one’s temper

I went nuts, a chemical rush drug bender

Ready to cut your cunt head off then I’d be much better


[Chorus]

This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret

For the bastards who left all these scars in my head

For the marks that I’ve made on the path that I've stepped

For the darkest of days, for the part in his death

For the tears that I’ve cried, for the after-effects

For the years full of lies, for my father’s neglect

For all that I’m against, it’s the start of the end

As I release the old me for a heartless revenge


[Verse 2]

I was bashed at a place named Jackadder Lake

Laced with bad habits, backstabbin’ crack addict snakes

I’d stand brave as they fractured my face

And left my teeth lookin’ like some damn shattered plates

In the street scene, there’s no backin’ away

Yet I had to plan an escape to keep my family safe

But my past came with me like a shadow, it stayed

Cunts raided my mum’s bag for some cash they could take

Now people say that it’s pussy how I’m sad and afraid

I almost got arse raped and you think panicking’s gay?

In a state of mind like mine relaxing is strange

I went from healthy and happy to two packets a day

My dad ran away, so I never had a father figure

I was taught to be a man by a cask of liquor

It’s hard to pick a path to follow when you’re lost

Now you gotta pay the price, ‘cause my honour is at cost


[Chorus]

This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret

For the bastards who left all these scars in my head

For the marks that I’ve made on the path that I've stepped

For the darkest of days, for the part in his death

For the tears that I’ve cried, for the after-effects

For the years full of lies, for my father’s neglect

For all that I’m against, it’s the start of the end

As I release the old me for a heartless revenge


[Bridge]

So these are the reasons I can’t sleep

My past beats me down till I’m fiendin’ to spark weed

It scarred me and since seeing [?] leave

Car keys increase the speed of my heartbeat

People have asked me why don’t I let go

Like I should forget those many times that I left home

The nights I regret stoned, the fights and the threats shown

Instead, I get revenge with a mic and some headphones

It’s like I went roaming the streets of Innaloo

To bein’ too paranoid to leave my livin’ room

Spittin’ new tracks as I reek of Winnie Blues

Thinkin’ about Ash, rest in peace, I’m missin’ you

It was you that told me to get focused

Go back to school with some folders, and get noticed

Now it’s too late, enrolling again’s hopeless

I just hope you know that I hold your respect closest


[Chorus]

This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret

For the bastards who left all these scars in my head

For the marks that I’ve made on the path that I've stepped

For the darkest of days, for the part in his death

For the tears that I’ve cried, for the after-effects

For the years full of lies, for my father’s neglect

For all that I’m against, it’s the start of the end

As I release the old me for a heartless revenge


[Outro]

Now we’re fuckin’ even