Human - Intellectual

[Verse 1: AnR]

Got so many gifts it’s apparent

An orphan only wants one and it's a parent

Look at kids beside you

Only thing like family

Become competition in seconds

Was it wasted on me

Could I do more absolutely

Cause I believe it's possible by a human being

This is supernatural happens on every track

See our faults and our mistakes

Wet spots all on my pad

Thinking that this ain't for me

Why feel uncomfortable when comforting

Feel like a mess whenever rapping clean

And you hear fine but don't know this kid is kidding

Being me ain't that hard

Go off of what was just finished

If that's a scratch, gash

Then this is an incision

Not thankful for healing concealer on stitches

Like I can't see scars so guess their non existent

The missions not dead resurrect like salvation

Why one up someone looking at you from heaven

Been in skin and bones

Don't feel like not human

Never not bruise where I'm suppose to

And spoil everyday living no expiration

Waiting expecting, want change, so basic

Nothing special different something else

A pace more upbeat more my speed

Here’s a chance to be me

More potential to fail being these human beings

[Hook 1: DnA]

I am a prideful, a selfish, bitter writer

A lover, a doer, a leader and survivor

Imma do it all wrong, Imma do it all back

Imma get it all on, Imma put it on wax

How will I word it, when I tell it back

All that happened or the way that I saw it

The things that I did or the things that I thought

That I almost died or that I’m still breathing

[Hook 2: AnR]

Caught on the exhale I need air for breathing for speaking the message

Delighted to carry it

Breaking down halfway

That's to be expected so many “I can’t's" given to me by myself

By myself a loner, the focus on focus

Im focused on focusing on my emotion

I got it let’s bring it out caged up ferocious

This story gets told as we live it in motion

[Verse 2: DnA]

Stutter when I talk, slur when I rap

Hard to understand, but that’s how I am

Hard to understand, I am but a man

Like, like, uhh check it awe yeah

I know that my life is a blessing

But in depression and all of my stressing

I’d be lying if I said I never felt the obsession

To end this life I live, put a stop in the progression

I’m living two lives, both thrive, both strive

I’m praying that one dies, one time

Contemplate spinning my wheel so both die tonight

I’m a man made up of two minds, two sides

One talks it confident, so much it’s repetitive

Refuses to live life trapped in the negative

The other wants to slip him another mental sedative

Give him suicidal thoughts with a note saying

Let it live, let it

Let it trip you out, rip you out, take all your attention

Sit you out, out of the game, out of the change

Out of making a difference, out of your ways

But right here, right now, I’m taking a vow

I’m making a promise to never give up on the minds like mine

God saved me at just the right time

So I ain’t got it together, but I’ve got to give

Everything I’ve got, I’ve got to give

I was feeling worthless now I’m burdened with purpose

I thank God, He’s where my worth is

So how far will I walk to deliver a message

How will I use the one breath I was given

Cause nothing can block me and God’s right behind me

If death could not stop me, then what else can stop me