Why are you so benevolent

What will you do, if you cannot change

Letting everybody step all over you

Yeah, I bet that's nice

Oh I'm generous with my time

Don't really care about so called pride

With every step you take all over me

I feel it boiling up deep inside

You're the first to see

What's deep inside of me

You can't escape from it

You can't escape from it

Time and time again

Like you are running up hills of sand

Time and time again

Like you are running up hills of sand

Withering images of ways I was before

They are fleeting away from me and I'm really not made for war

Why are you so benevolent

FUCK

Oh I'm generous with my time

Don't really care about so called pride

With every step you take all over me

I feel it boiling up deep inside

Misery feels welcoming

When you're left alone in the dark

I feel it pulling on my strings

(Pulling on my strings)

When it creeps around in my mind again

Oh I fucking hate this

(Oh I fucking hate this)

Take my soul away

(Take my soul away)

You're the first to see

What's deep inside of me

You that can't escape from it

I can't persevere

Time and time again

Like you are running up hills of sand

Time and time again

Like you are running up hills of sand

Withering images of ways I was before

They are fleeting away from me and I'm really not made for war

Why are you so benevolent

Fuck