Dear mistreater

Come crawling back to you

My deceiver

I gain and loose, burn the fuel, it‘s nothing new

But what’s killing me

Is not the wasted time

It’s the agony of what’s drawing near

Turn over

First pill is bittersweet

Then live in clover

Turn over

Failed chance is destiny

So take it bittersweet

Dear illusion

Call myself realigned

Controlled emotions help me to gain

To ease the pain but hope is gone

Kill my solitude or just kill the pain

Die for my selfishness

I can’t control my fate