When I wake up with starry eyes feeling more low

And when the sun comes up, I don't wanna know

Trying my best

To see the world, to feel something I know

Look in the mirror, you'll hate what you see

It was the wrong step you thought was right

Throw, throw it all away

You will be proud when you face a brand new

Day by day, with no progress

The heart beats fast and numbness settles in the pupils

And thinking maybe no one would come looking

I can say this is the most beautiful reflection throughout my lifetime

Life is not about black and white

Not about you being wrong and me being right

It's vast

And in the еnd, it's not always as bad as I thought

Like drowning, and I was saved

I look up and see a hand reaching for mе

Someone, a home, and God

Were the ones who helped in the quiet

I can say this is the most beautiful reflection throughout my lifetime

Life is not about black and white

Not about you being wrong and me being right

It's vast

And in the end, it's not always as bad as I thought

On the bed, eyes closed, waking not from a worst

Shapeless wounds, stiff, bare feet, rarely facing the mirror

It's vast

And in the end, it's not always as bad as I thought