Sinking alone in my empty room

Haunted by thoughts that still presume

The strings begin to rust

My shoes are covered in dust

The roads I take feel unknown

Far from a place called home

Deep inside of my mind, I'm asking

Is this the path I ever hoped to find?

Lost in my mind, what's going on?

The doctor suggested mindfulness of breathing, it all feels wrong

I wake each morning with sleep inertia weighing me down

Trying to fall back asleep, but the pain keeps pulling me down

I'm blind to everything in sight

All the colors blur, nothing feels right

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

Why my chest feels heavy every day

Or how I'm supposed to find my way home

Why my chest feels heavy every day

Or how the fuck I'm supposed to find my way home

(Find my way home)

I'm blind to everything in sight

All the colors blur, nothing feels right

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

I'm blind to everything in sight

All the colors blur, nothing feels right

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

I can't feel

I can't feel anything at all

On the bed, eyes closed, waking not from a worst

Shapeless wounds, stiff, bare feet, rarely facing the mirror