I don't want to see death

And I don't want to feel love again

Now I'm so numb from all of this

And now I can just throw my anger and write this sad fucking song

Write this sad fucking song!

I've lost love

I've lost my way

Now I walk this fucking road with nothing left to say

7 days ago, my father slipped away

And now I'm standing here, empty and afraid!

Every day I'm feeling grey

Tell me, how the fuck can I stay

Feels like I'm die alone and full of nightmare

It's me against me in this battle inside

There's no place left to hide

The anger and sorrow, they tear me apart

I'm searching for peace, but I'm lost in the night

Can I find a way to heal this soul?

Or will I keep drowning and losing all control?

I'm losing all control!

Now I'm numb to the rain, pushing everyone away

Hide the pain, wear a mask to survive and wait!

Inside my head, I'm dying, trying harder to stay alive

I will keep reaching, though I'm drowning in desire

I'm taking so much pills and hoping for the light

To pull me from this fight

Pull me from this never ending fight!

It's me against me in this battle inside

There's no place left to hide

The anger and sorrow, they tear me apart

I'm searching for peace, but I'm lost in the night

Can I find a way to heal this soul?

Or will I keep drowning and losing all control?

I've lost love

I've lost my way!

I've lost love

I've lost my way!

How can I face the day

With this misery

How can I face the day

Without you near me

How can I face the day

With this misery

How can I face the day

Without you near me

Can I find a way to heal this soul? (ALL IS GONE)

Or will I keep drowning and losing all control? (ALL IS GONE)

Can I find a way to heal this soul? (ALL IS GONE)

Or will I keep drowning and losing all control? (ALL IS GONE)