Explore a garden grown to thrive instead of die in

Illuminate the darkness that remains compliant

We found a place to hide away

A garden to have grown in

And I didn't know

I was seeing the world

For the first time

That you gave me his eyes

I left you behind to become someone new

And distance myself from what I have of you

I'm reticent in hesitance

I know that we weren't supposed to be so suppressed

If you didn't want mе

Why even have mе?

I let your garden grow in

Then watched you walk way again

I don't feel comfortable

I never feel safe

I watched you walk away, walk away

Just walk away, walk away

I will love you

Even though I should hate you

I will love you still

I'm reticent in hesitance

I know that we weren't supposed to be so suppressed

You gave me his eyes

But I can't see why

Pushed my voice into my body

Then you left me blind

Trade your extant creation

Just to slip into

Your nightly coma

You will never know what grew inside you

My body shifts before my eyes

Because you fed your addiction

More than your fucking children

I left you behind to become someone new

And distance myself from what I have of you

I'm reticent in hesitance

I know that we weren't supposed to be so suppressed

I'm reticent in hesitance

I know we weren't supposed to

We weren't supposed to be suppressed

We weren't supposed to be so suppressed