[Verse 1]
Is the sentiment lost or am I just afraid?
It's not as if I had a choice in the first place
Tragic passenger unable to escape
The momentum of mistakes that I didn't make
The momentum of mistakes that I didn't make
Is the sentiment lost or am I just afraid?
[Verse 2]
Inherited inner dissonance
I lack the strength to end it all
And the will to live
I've lost so much
Fallen out of touch
Can't close the door
Just fucking string me up
[Pre-Chorus]
It's like looking in an empty mirror
A ghost stands in my place
If instead I saw her
Fuck, I'd rather suffocatŠµ
Yeah!
Fuck, I'd rather suffocate
[Chorus 1]
AftŠµr everything I've been through
I'd suffer again to deserve you
I thought that I'd moved on
But now I see I'm burning
The fire in this house is too hot
[Post-Chorus]
Sleep in silence
And when you wake you're inside a garden grown to die in
This existence is exhausting
Let me fall asleep
Let me fall asleep
[Interlude]
Always left unsure
Can't share myself with you
Mend in isolation
It's all I ever knew
In this moment I have to choose
To let myself begin or lose
[Chorus 2]
Always left unsure
Can't share myself with you
Mend in isolation
It's all I ever knew
In this moment I have to choose
To let myself begin or lose
(After everything I've been through)
To let myself begin or lose
(I'd suffer again to deserve you)
To let myself begin or lose
[Outro]
I thought that I'd moved on