[Chorus]

I wanna go to sleep

But instead I'm lying here

And my heart won't stop racing

I'm lying here

And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs

I don't wanna recall the dumb things

I don't wanna cry

I wanna go to sleep

[Verse 1]

I could not tell how good I had it

How lucky I was to be the captain and I

Lost it all by the landslide pulling all the

Wrong strings to the landmine and now all of my

Greatest moments are tinged with sadness

All accomplishments are damaged

I am nothing more than a man that's made mistakes

Nothing more than a part to be replaced

How long till you hate me?

I really wanna know how long it's gonna take

'Cause at the end of it all

Evеryone would rather have mе uninvolved

Yeah, I don't wanna be here so bad

So badly, oh

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooo [choir]

Ooo-ooh

I don’t wanna be here so bad

So badly, oh

[Chorus]

I wanna go to sleep

But instead I'm lying here

And my heart won't stop racing

I'm lying here

And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs

I don't wanna recall the dumb things

I don't wanna cry

I wanna go to sleep

[Verse 3]

Is that really so hard?

Don't wanna see your face no more

(Don't wanna cause no pain no more, ooh)

And why am I so silent?

And why do I keep trying?

And when can I just fall asleep?

I'm a nuisance to the people that I love

I'm in my head and I'm not enough

I wanna shine like a star that's dying

Wanna be someone you see is trying

I wanna be on a billboard in Times Square

I wanna pay my bills and donate the rest

I wanna be happy again

But most of all

[Chorus]

I wanna go to sleep

But instead I'm lying here

And my heart won't stop racing

I'm lying here

And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs

I don't wanna recall the dumb things

I don't wanna cry

I wanna go to sleep

[Chorus 2]

But instead I'm lying here

And my heart won't stop racing

I'm lying here

And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs

I don't wanna recall the dumb things

I don't wanna cry

I wanna go to sleep