(Verse)

With every moment passin' there's supression on my passions

As I'm hacking and I'm slashing through the masses with a hatchet

There's a - message drafted, and as the legend has it

I'm lashing out, while stressing out, I'm no longer having this

I feel so behind, but who exactly's keeping score?

I'm not like the ones living to please their lord

I'm living with a burden I'm forced to tolerate

Drinking single malts all day, after girl walks away

I'm anhedonic, and honestly I panic often

I also apologize for things that I cannot promise

So I'm living with this guilt that is ineffable

It's how I spend my days, feeling it's unacceptable

Staring in a mirror feeling confidence and shame

Bottling emotions, cause I'm caught up in this game

Sitting on the fence trying to change into the better role

The dichotomy is clashing, it's unbearable