Think I'm the only muhfucka in a room of bodies

Thanking Jesus that my crew around me

I ain't got a Judas by me

I'm trying to keep a watchful eye out for Illuminati

They might gut me out and try and put a tomb inside me

But I'm already dead inside

Pen in my hand and the pen in sight

From a couple misdemeanors that I did last night

And my head ain't right, I got death in mind

I woke up with a scream and cold sweat

Night vision's grotesque

Now I'm like fuck it, that's progress

Before I couldn't sleep for weeks

I could fuckin' swear that I could see the demons creep

And they're seeking me

I could fuckin' feel the reaper breathe

Fuckin' see the demons teeth

Nigga, this is way too real for me

So I fear no man

Fuck you, y'all niggas never shook me

I never been a pussy

I ain't a killer, but don't push me

Hail Mary full of grace, how could you overlook me?

Few people understood me

Loner with a backpack, hoodie, a sack of that goodie

Brain in a fury, trying to feel numb

Dru-drugs on the tongue

Nigga, I ain't feel nothin'

Eyes all low, prayin' for the summer

I writing in my notebooks praying for a come up

At least that's what I said

I was really writing just fuckin' know I wasn't dead

I ain't trying to see bread, I just wanna be heard

Some niggas get sentenced before they say a fuckin' word

Seems out of order

Runnin' to the border

With my middle finger up to the court and the coroner

Tripped on a rope, fell in a corner next to a foreigner

Didn't speak my language, but he said he knew my name

And he didn't know my story, but he said knew my pain

Dropped a tear in the sand and he told me go back

Looked down at the dirt, felt my vision go black

Came to in a dark room

In the background a dark tune

Notepad, pencil and a harpoon

So I write this with a sliced wrist

Blood drippin' on the wheel

Cuz I'm drivin', no license

Tryna find a way to keep alive my vices

Cuz without 'em I'm lifeless

Side of the road, saw the kids on the rope swing

Then I started choking, vital signs sloping

Then I heard a kid tell me I should just smoke dreams

Tried to tell him all I have is nightmares

Even in the day time, cause there's no light here

At the same time I said that I heard a gat click

Looked down at my chest

Saw a mag from a semi-automatic rip through my fabric

Everything went red

My chest kept breathing, my head started bleeding

The blood in my eyes started seething for a good reason

As the horror started peakin' I began screaming

Woke up from my dream and I was still bleeding

But the looks can be deceiving

Checked in the mirror, saw the face of the behemoth

Then I went back to sleepincause I am my own demon