Complex

By Cole isaac

Released on March 18, 2022

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Alright

I think we touch too much

I'm out of touch gotta renew trust

You look so good but it’s up to us

If we're choosing love I don't want no lust

So I’m backing up, taking big steps

Taking in the scenery for some context

Got a kid on the way, feeling big blessed

But the thoughts staying complex

Steady fighting to be honest, my demons and the non-sense

Common sense isn't common, where's the progress

Needing healing from a season of the heartless

I been lonely for a minute

Distracted by the digits, contemplating visions

Convicted of my sinning so I'm living in repentance

Distracted by the business, I've been busy with the writtens

Going back and forth like tennis with whatever I'm admitting

Spitting venom if it ain't with the vision

I gotta take a rest and reset on the mission

Never knowing what's next is a test of commitment

So I gotta revaluate my current position

And filter out the opinions, like

Huh, I think we touch too much

I’m out of touch gotta renew trust

You look so good but it’s up to us

If we're choosing love I don’t want no lust

So I'm backing up, taking big steps

Taking in the scenery for some context

Got a kid on the way, feeling big blessed

But the thoughts staying complex

Ugh, I got a tendency to loose it, going numb

Forgetting what the use is, going dumb

I know the feelings hella fluid so the truth can get confusing when I'm trusting them

And right now I ain't feeling none

I had a kid on the way who won’t ever see the sun

Tryna get a grip but it only tends to loosen

Now I'm fighting, crying, tryna tie up loose ends

I've been thinking too much, I just gotta do it

I'm not giving up, I know I'm getting through it

There's healing in the music and believing what the truth is

My story only proves it

Moving forward, only backing up to get around

I never let the losses hold me down

I'm at peace when I look at my reflection

But I've found that I need to keep a check on the connections

Cuz a lot of them are deep and I'm afraid that I'm a drown

It's hard to see the meaning when the healing is taking it's time

When you're feeling like releasing all the pain that's inside

But you can't even form a tear in your eye, I know the feeling

But now I'm breathing, best believe I'm believing

God don't change with the seasons, I'm not rooted in sand

So even when I'm sinking and I don't understand

I can let it sink in that it's all a part of His plan

It's a part of the plan

It's a part of the plan

Yeah, I think we touch too much

I'm out of touch gotta renew trust

You look so good but it's up to us

If we're choosing love I don't want no lust

So I'm backing up, taking big steps

Taking in the scenery for some context

Whatever takes place I'm blessed

Even though thoughts stay complex

Said, whatever takes place I'm blessed

Even though thoughts stay complex

I'm blessed

Whatever takes place I'm blessed