[Verse 1]

I think sometimes my friends

Are better off without me

Without my selfishness and jealous ways

That still surround me

I often question if I ever set up boundaries

Do I live how they allow me?

When my mind is getting cloudy

When I’m shouting, when I’m angry

When I’m strangely so emotional

Every time they try to change me

And my life feels so disposable

I have to ask myself am I controlled

Or I’m controlling?

Am I cold or am I growing?

Am I Cole or easy-going?

Do I fold under the pressurе

That I carry on my shoulders?

Do I hold onto depression

Causе I never got the closure?

But they tell me the older I get

I’ll start to notice that my focus

Will slowly start to shift to my devotion

I’m hoping...

I’m hoping one day that I understand

It feels like every friend I have

Was purchased second hand

I know my doubts will bring me peace

But I’ll be damned

So I keep on asking questions

Even though I know no answer can

[Hook: Caleb Hall]

I... I need peace, I need peace baby

I... I need peace, I need peace baby

[Verse 2]

Sometimes it takes too long for me to process

Throughout the years

I feel like I have not made any progress

Cause the habits and the hangups

That I fought with

Are calling me into the ring

To finish what they started

All the gossip and the rumors

That I fought to disprove

I get caught up in the future

And forget what to do

Been abandoned, abused

Been coerced and confused

Taken advantage and bruised

Broken, molested, misused

I was invested in you

Made my bed on your truth

Told my secrets in confidence

You rejected my youth

So with this I conclude

I want to be what I choose

And just as I had assumed

You can’t have your cake and eat it too

I hear ‘em say that there’s no rest for the wicked

And there’s no rest for the weary

I guess we all ‘bout to kick it

But to my peace, I’m committed

Do whatever to get it

On a journey, I’m living

To find the joy that’s been missing

I’m finished

[Hook: Caleb Hall]

I... I need peace, I need peace baby

I... I need peace, I need peace baby

[Outro]

Cole, where you going?