Released on June 16, 2023

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[Chorus: Keeley Cauble]

God grant me some courage

And God grant me serenity

To control what I can

And have wisdom in intensity

If patience is a virtue

Give it to me so I can reflect you

Help me let go of my pride

And remind me in you that I abide


[Verse 1]

I ain’t got no patience

I don’t hear your voice

You be talking bout your feelings

I enter the void

Tryna shut out all the stupid things

I once enjoyed

Showing love is too much work

And I've been unemployed

I don’t wanna listen

I don’t care ‘bout what you say

Screaming in the kitchеn in my face

Don’t avoid the tension

Looking for a safеr place to stay

I feel way too inconsistent way too late

An old tradition

Sitting on the oasis of faith

How we take the credit

But we shift the blame?

On a mission

Level up until we win the game

I wonder if I’ll ever make your day

Cause I know sometimes

I ruin what we had and how we living

With the selfishness I track

When I’m mad and independent

And it’s negligent of me

To assume you’d be defensive

For the hell of it

Cause that’s what I do

And I can’t risk it anymore


[Chorus]

God grant me some courage

God grant me serenity

To control what I can

And have wisdom in intensity

If patience is a virtue

Give it to me so I can reflect you

Help me let go of my pride

And remind me in you that I abide


[Verse 2]

I am way too insecure

To admit when I lose my temper

Tell you that you’re wrong

Because you said something

I don’t remember

Promise I’ll protect you

But I’m still the number one offender

Had a couple drinks

You start to think that this is all pretend

I’m far from where I wish I was

I got a ways to go

I tried to slow it down and take a breath

But I’m losing control

I wish I didn’t have to wish

For things I should already know

But when I lean on what I think

I never get the right result

I’m in a hurry every moment

Never stop to smell the roses

Even though I know I chose this

Life is not what I thought

Lately my mind is never open

But my soul remains so broken

That no matter what you tell me

I put up a mental block

Cause I know sometimes I ruin what we had

And how we living

With the selfishness I track

When I’m mad and independent

And it’s negligent of me to assume

You’d be defensive for the hell of it

Cause that’s what I do

And I can’t risk it anymore


[Chorus]

God grant me some courage

God grant me serenity

To control what I can

And have wisdom in intensity

If patience is a virtue

Give it to me so I can reflect you

Help me let go of my pride

And remind me in you that I abide


[Chorus]

God grant me some courage

God grant me serenity

To control what I can

And have wisdom in intensity

If patience is a virtue

Give it to me so I can reflect you

Help me let go of my pride

And remind me in you that I abide


[Outro]

Cole, where are you going?