Released on November 22, 2019

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[Verse 1]

I've been feeling so lonely

I don't know what I do

Won't you tell me you love me?

Won't you tell me it's true?

I've been staying in bed

I can't see where to go

All these thoughts in my head

They keep telling me "No"

They keep telling me stay

I should worry 'bout them

I keep saying I can't

But they still know where I live

They keep coming inside

They won't leave me alone

Now I just swallow my pride

Now I just hang up the phone

Hang up the phone, hang up the phone

You ain't finna talk to me that way

Out on my own, out on my own

I've just been walking in my own space

Leave me alone, leave me alone

I don't need you to be in my face

When I'm in Rome, when I'm in Rome

When I'm in Rome

All that Stella Rosa Black

Just another heart attack

Just another golden plaque

Until I hit it from the back

Cause all these conversation empty

But the arguments are plenty

And I'm acting like I care

I'm working harder for that Emmy

All the shame I keep within me

All the pain since I was twenty

No, it never really hit me

'Til I “Veni, Vedi, Vici”

No, I'll never spend a penny

On someone who doesn't love me

Yeah, you tried to keep my under

Tried to keep yourself above me

But I'm tired of the fighting

Tired tryna make it right

How I always take the blame

It don't matter if I'm right

Girl, I wanted you forever

I just wanted you for life

But you got what you wanted

You wanted me for the night

We lay in bed and it's been addressed

I apologized for the words I said

Maybe sink or swim

With that ink on your wrist

With that bling on your fist

Grab a drink out the fridge


[Verse 2]

Late nights on Sunset BLVD

Take me to seminary

I'm married to metaphors

I'm a medical credit card

I was buried, accounted for

This accounting is secular

I'm surrounding the regular

I'm feeling very particular

I'm addicted to your love

I'm addicted to your blood

I'm addicted to the way

You used to say I was enough

Your manipulation greatest accolade

Is me believing that you cared for me

That you would do the same

It's a nightly encounter

Arguments are getting louder

I admit I'm still a coward

Don't you know that's where we at?

I was falling for you slowly

Won't you come and hold me closely?

Man I swear I'm on my own

Lately I've been feeling lonely