Released on June 16, 2023

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[Verse 1]

I got a job I really love

And it pays me well

But I’m fearing that I’m stuck

On this paper trail

Don’t want to make no life decision

Based on what I make

But things are changing every week

And I got bills to pay

It’s been a while

But I still feel like a child

22 years old

I’m fighting for survival

Run for miles

Hoping that I see the King’s arrival

Thank God that I know The Judge

Going through the trials

Put me on the stand

Ask me questions I don’t know

Damage Nathan’s reputation

Put an end to all my goals

Tell my momma that I’m gone

Burn up every bit of hope

Tell the Lord I’m coming home

Praying there’s a place to go

I was told that no matter where you run

You cannot run away

But at least it’s worth the try

This place was never safe

Never stay anywhere

That tries to bring up all your shame

Come with me

We’ll find a home we can appreciate


[Verse 2]

I feel like I’m headed nowhere

There’s still some time to figure out a plan

It’s hard to function

Even though I know it’s in your hands

Wait a minute

Ain’t you said you with me in the valley?

How come I don’t hear your voice

Or feel your touch when I’m stuck in the sand?

Wait a minute

Ain’t you said I never have to worry?

That my story has been written

If I live to show you glory?

Everything will work together

Better than I could do for me?

But I’m standing in the desert

Waiting on you to support me

I feel like I’m headed nowhere

I can’t reach Jehovah

I want you to hold me

Sleeping on the sofa

She don’t even know me

I want my diploma

This is all below me

Where’s my terra nova

I need something holy

Something in this life

To keep me satisfied and safe

There’s a storm, I know it’s coming

But can I avoid the rain?

When these tragedies surround me

How can I destroy the pain?

I don’t want to lose my life

But I don’t mind if I don’t stay


[Outro]

Where are you going, Cole?