INTERRUPTED - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Can’t even get my thoughts out when I’m alone

Conversation blocked out, I know it’s wrong

But I’m tryna talk to God now, he’s never home

Leave a message when you call now, after the tone

Tell me why I feel so interrupted

Deconstructing?

Did this all amount to nothing?

I must be bugging

Carry the weight up on my back

I need to be adjusted

I think I put my faith in something

I never trusted

Don’t cut me off, I wasn’t bluffing

Read the instructions

More concerned with the production

Than real discussion

It seems like now all of a sudden

They see the corruption

Scared of what I might be become

If I don’t see the suffering

Won’t let me talk I feel depressed

They want me dead

They prolly praying that I’m next

I seen the threats

And now I’m all over they heads

I’m paying rent

It’s not expensive

Get a text, I need to rest

I get defensive

At my best, demand respect

I never get it

So direct, I’m overstressed

And overthinking

If I’m left, collect the check

My soul is bleeding

I need rest from all the rest

I need to sleep, I’m underdressed

[Chorus]

Tryna speak the things up on my mind

But talking feels like such a waste of time

Got me sitting here, I’m asking why

Tell me why, yeah

Why I feel so interrupted?

Hook

Tryna guess what I believe

Piece together what I think

Nothing’s ever what it seems

[Verse 2]

I'm tryna leave my hometown, the place I know

Can’t remember what I wrote down, I’m taking notes

I’ve been tryna talk to God, he’s never home

Leave a message when you call, after the tone

Aye God I’ve been tryna reach you for quite some time

I think I think I really need you more than I’d like

I know sometimes I don’t believe you, I can’t deny

Intrusive doubts against the real you intensify

Tell me why I feel so out of touch?

On the run, falling out of luck, feeling stuck…

They can’t accuse me cause I know the judge

Had enough, way too much, looking way above

We adjust, talking to me til we interrupt

I’ve been pushing, chasing after this career

Everybody looking, telling me I’m nowhere near

They misunderstood it

Making choices out of fear

Cause they said I wouldn’t

Look at me, I’m almost here yuh