[Verse 1]

This wasn't healthy, we knew it from the start

You thought you loved me, but everything was falling apart

I wish I knew how to cope with it, I've been seeing starts

My trust in you has led me to a broken heart

Nobody understands the way it felt

To be ripped apart, embarrassed, abused, and thrown to hell

To be stripped apart from everything, used and overwhelmed

To have somebody say they need you just to do it themselves

I wish you knew, yeah, so maybe then you'd see it all

Maybe then you'd comprehend why I'm still hoping you'll call

Maybe then I get the chance to sit here and evolve

To become a better man, but the truth is

I'm lost without you here

You stole my soul, what I'm supposed to do?

But I chose this road, I gotta pay my dues

You walked away, there's nothing I can do

You say you'd stay, but that wasn't true

[Verse 2]

I wish that I could grow from all of my mistakes

But why do people try and throw it back into my face?

Why do people try and keep me in a broken place?

When all I want to do is be a better man than yesterday

I see the way I used to be, you know I hate it

Another year of struggling, I don't know how to face it

Another year of addiction, I don't know how to break it

Let me go get this prescription, I'm finally medicated

I can't anticipate depression, I can only fake it

Just another deceptive season that's in the making

I guess God is doing his best to teach me patience

But I'm afraid that train's already left the station

I cared about the things you used to tell me all the time

Was it any more than lies to try and keep me by your side?

Did you ever hide the truth from me to keep me in your life?

Would you admit you're using me to elevate your pride?

[Outro]

It's time say farewell

It's time say farewell