decay

By coldspades

Released on August 20, 2022

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[Intro]

​karasu

​kiraiu


[Chorus]

I can't keep this up much longer

I just wish I could be stronger

I don't mean to be a downer

Run away I'm such a coward

I can't keep this up much longer

I just wish I could be stronger

I don't mean to be a downer

Run away I'm such a coward


[Verse]

I can't deal with this, I just wanna run away

I don't wanna talk, you can see it in my face

Maybe I should leave, every day I 'cause you pain

You say that we're friends, I don't even know your name

I've been tryna be a better person

Always try my best, but it's not working

I think I should leave, it's not worth it

Just another day of feeling worthless


[Bridge]

I'm not stable, I advise you stay away

When they talk to me in person I just don't know what to say

Everything is crashing down, watch my mental state decay

So I take another drink, and I wash it all away


[Chorus]

I can't keep this up much longer

I just wish I could be stronger

I don't mean to be a downer

Run away I'm such a coward

I can't keep this up much longer

I just wish I could be stronger

I don't mean to be a downer

Run away I'm such a coward


[Outro]

I can't keep this up much longer

I just wish I could be stronger

I don't mean to be a downer

Run away I'm such a coward