Face Rain

By CodeMan

On Army of One

Released on August 5, 2014

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[Intro]

What do you do when someone you love

Is on a path that you can't follow

A path that destroys your relationship

And their life


[Hook]

What do you do when life has done you wrong?

It seems like you don't wanna fight back and move on

So you give in and let the sin mold ya skin

Mama, Look at my face as it pours with rain to see you like this


[Verse 1]

In my life

I've seen so many struggles with my eyes

I sit back and think and I wonder why

Does she go through this, why does she have to God?

Why isn't her path painted gold with a taste of love?

Instead it's tainted with drugs, that party life

At the age of almost 50, damn, right?

Thunder in her dome leads to thunder in the home

Arguments that lead to fists curled, with aggression thrown

It's upsetting some, like her little boys

It's hard to see their mother abuse the substance of her choice

Vodka and club soda, look ma, I remembered

I've seen and heard it way too much, now it's embedded

In my brain, like the days you went into shock

A diabetic shouldn't live a life of a jock

This life has to stop, but you won't let it stop

It seems like all I'm waiting on now is for you to drop

(Hook) Talk

What do you do when life has done you wrong?

It seems like you don't wanna fight back and move on

So you give in and let the sin mold ya skin

Mama, Look at my face as it pours with rain to see you like this

(verse 2)

I see it in her eyes

When she comes creeping in

She's been somewhere that she promised she'd never go again

How can I learn from this

When lies cover the truth

I want my mother back, I don't know this monster who

Has taken over, look yourself in the mirror

Do you see Kelly or do you see the demons?

That's what abuse will bring

Heartache and all the pain

Misery loves company, so these alcoholic drinks

Have become your friends

The best until the end

Enemies in disguise, so why try to express

How I feel, it's killing me as well

I cannot count how many times I've took a trip to hell

I pray to God to help her rock off the socks

And knock this addiction off

I'm sick of stressing mom

This life has to stop, but you won't let it stop

It seems like all I'm waiting on now is for you to drop


[Hook]


[Verse 3]

I thought all this was gone

You covered it with lies

The pain from my heart goes to my eyes, all I do is cry

I'm angry at the choices that you have made

I still love dearly, that will never fade

You're drinking away what's left of you

It's hurting you

Not only that, but it's hurting everyone around you

I've cried and I've begged, what more can I do?

I've tried to help you momma, but addiction conquered you


[Hook]