I fought too hard to numb the pain

I just can't risk going back again

Existing in delusion

Just can't find the solution

There's no solution

I grind my teeth to dust because I'm sick of always acting so tough

This cloud of misery hanging over my head

Has got me screaming for the end

Has got me screaming from the rafters

Let's not forget, let's not pretend

This sinking feeling in my chest has got me a panic away from death

Some days I lack the motivation to get up onto my feet

Some days I can't see straight so I miss whats happening

These lines in front of me blur

These sounds erupt as if everything is trying to be heard

I cannot live, I cannot die

These thoughts are like having razors in your brain

I cannot fucking see why

Can't stop the bleeding, can't stop the pain

I fought too hard to numb the pain

I just can't risk going back again

Existing in delusion

Just can't find the solution

There's no solution

I grind my teeth to dust because I'm sick of always acting so tough

This cloud of misery hanging over my head

Has got me screaming for the end

Has got me screaming from the rafters

Let's not forget, let's not pretend

This sinking feeling in my chest has got me a panic away from death

Losing my grip

My mind slips

I slip back in

Into a state of dissociation

Escape the panic, escape the stress

I just can't deal with the world

The paranoia just won't rest

I cannot live, I cannot die

I've dug this hole, dug this grave I'm in

I cannot fucking see why (These thoughts are like having razors)

In your brain

In your brain

I've been awake for days

My body's giving out and I feel ashamed

My mind is buckling from the weight

The paranoia is in my veins