I felt my death as your hand slid from my cheek down to my neck

I was suffocating and contemplating whether I should beg for it

I saw the moths fly from your mouth, as you pulled me into the depths and dragged me down

You pollute me and use me like nothing else but-

Everything you do seems so damn cruel but how could I ever stop craving you?

There's this itch in my chest and this hitch in my breath caused by the loneliness that I let bloom

Just let me rest, just let me sleep

So I can die with this last bit of sanity

I light one last cigarette and let the smoke fill my chest as I wait for death

I feel feel her in my blood- the black sludge dancing through my veins

Like a welcome guest I let overstay

And it goes like this;

I can’t feel my face anymore, the numbness and the cold has got me glued to the floor

Every breath is a struggle- every move is an ache, as I lay with the light flickering in my brain

Everything you do seems so damn cruel but how could I ever stop craving you?

There's this itch in my chest and this hitch in my breath caused by the loneliness that I let bloom

Just let me rest, just let me sleep

So I can die with this last bit of...