Trying to get high like my idols (Like my idols)

Trying to get high for survival

And when I die don't make me viral

So in your eyes I'll stay humble

Unmarked grave with some flowers on it (With some flowers)

Poppies cut into Xanax

Into drugs

I don't fuck with that shit

Stole too many parents from their kids

I've got problems and they don't mean shit

I hardly even noticed when I started depending (I started pretending)

On the drugs to sleep (This would end)

I hardly even noticed when I started pretending

Your love still calls for me

Evil me, oh yeah I know

I'm nothing more than flesh and a mess of chemicals

Evil home stereo

I still think you're broke

I hardly even noticed when I started depending (I started pretending)

On the drugs to sleep (This would end)

I hardly even noticed when I started pretending

Your love still calls for me

Who would want to be such a control freak?

Who would want to be such an asshole?

I'll be alright and I open my eyes

I'm gonna wake up from this dream

And see that I'm alright

I've gotta wake up

I'll be just fine

I'm not dead

I'm not dead

I'm just waiting for someone to listen

Someone to listen

I'm all up in my head

All up in my head (So fucking stuck in this prison)