[Chorus]

All I ever wanted was a family I could hold dear

But all I ever got was a man who told me I can show no fear

I can shed no tears

Now I’m so cold

[Verse 1]

These days I’m stuck in a loop

I can’t tell if I’m tryna be me or be you

But if I’m speaking the truth

I see the heat deep within me seepin’ through

Won’t see defeat while I’m believin’ in you

We’re used to takin’ a loss

And tryna make it a lot

Your claim to fame’s, however, claimin’ the cost

But can you name what you lost

Because you’re droppin’ all that you hold dear

But once your path’s defogged it’s all so clear

‘Cause on your rise to be the greatest is when you make all your very worst enemies

And in the process

Put your own fam in some therapy

Obsessed with someone else

You don’t need to be a better he

You need to make a better me

And put us on the same path that you better be on

And it’s okay ‘cause I forgive you but it’s too late for him

It’s a blaze made up of rage and it’s your job to dim

Redemption’s not impossible

But you better work

After all that fuckin’ time that you made us hurt

[Chorus]

All I ever wanted was a family I could hold dear

But all I ever got was a man who told me I can show no fear

I can shed no tears

Now I’m so cold

[Verse 2]

Guess it’s that time in our life

Where we talk about the wrongs we can’t right

Since you’re listenin’, hear me out tonight

I guess I’m only gonna say this once or twice

There ain’t no spite

But I won’t play nice

A fire rages inside and there’s cracks in the ice

I’m supposed to be the one that can handle the heat

But I freeze up when I remember everything down to a T

I try to fight as time went by

I cried my eyes until they froze

The light it died

With all my might

I wondered why you burned my hopes

This house don’t feel like home

Reaching for the love I’ve never known

Overdosing in the cold

Until I’m comatose

You left me alone, man

The world ain’t been the same since I was hurled through the flames

I won’t do it for you

Although I carry your name

I have to move on if I wanna make a change

[Chorus]

All I ever wanted was a family I could hold dear

But all I ever got was a man who told me I can show no fear

I can shed no tears

Now I’m so cold

Now I’m so cold

I can show no fear

I can shed no tears

Now I’m so cold