FREAKSHOW

By CODE ALICE

Released on February 14, 2025

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[Verse 1]

Welcome to my house; it's a freakshow

The walls are caving in, but I won’t go

All the bodies gather 'round, getting too close

If I don't stop now, I’ll be comatose

I don't wanna think, I don't wanna know

Don't even feel at peace when I'm in my home

Need to get outside, let me grab my coat

Let me light it up, I just wanna float


[Pre-Chorus]

You shouldn't have to deal, you should stay in bed

Just spend another hour on the internet

The pain you feel is real, it's not in your head

I guess I should have said


[Chorus]

Did you love me when you tried?

Would it be easy if I cried?

I don't want you to see me, I’m too shy

Did I make you feel alive?

What if it was all a lie?

Don’t wanna be part of your disguise

Did you love me when you tried?

What if sometimes I wanna die?

Do you think that anyone would mind?

Couldn't look me in the eye

Did you love me when I tried?


[Post-Chorus]

Did you love me when I

Did you love me when you tried?


[Verse 2]

Got a message from my Mum; wants to touch base

She worries ’bout the path that I might take

She tells me that I'm letting it all go to waste

Tried to let ‘em help, but it's all fake

You're the one that I love, but it’s too late

I need to get a grip before it turns to hate

Wish someone would take all this pain away

This is all too much, God, I need a break


[Pre-Chorus]

You shouldn't have to deal, you should stay in bed

Just spend another hour on the internet

The pain you feel is real, it's not in your head

It's not in your head


[Chorus]

Did you love me when you tried?

Would it be easy if I cried?

Don't want you to see me, I'm too shy

Did I make you feel alive?

What if it was all a lie?

Don't wanna be part of your disguise

Did you love me when you tried?

What if sometimes I wanna die?

Do you think that anyone would mind?

Couldn't look me in the eye

Did you love me when I tried?


[Bridge]

Did you love me when I tried?

Did I make you feel alive?

You couldn't look me in the eye

Did you love me when you

Did you love me when you

Did you love me when you tried?

Did I make you feel alive?

You couldn't look me in the eye

Did you love me when I


[Chorus]

Did you love me when you tried?

Would it be easy if I cried?

Don't want you to see me, I'm too shy

Did I make you feel alive?

What if it was all a lie?

Don't wanna be a part of your disguise

Did you love me when you tried?

What if sometimes I wanna die?

Do you think that anyone would mind?

Could you look me in the eye?

Did you love me when I tried?


[Post-Chorus]

Did you love me when I

Did you love me when you tried?