DEAD INSIDE - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

You know me better than I know myself

How could I ever meet somebody else?

Down and depressed, without your help

We went through so much, got stories to tell

I rose to the top, then I stumbled and fell

You took me to Heaven, then dragged me through Hell

What if I feel like a stranger when I'm in your arms

When I was lost, you were found

What if I'm only myself when you're not around

Feels like you're letting me drown

All I can do is keep my mind off the truth

Tried to call my therapist, but he's not you

Told him there's a hole, like an open wound

How do I get over you

I don't cry, I'm dead inside

Think it's time to say goodbye

Tell me why I can't get high

I don't cry, I'm dead inside

Think it's time to say goodbye

Tell me why I can't get high

I know you better than anyone else

You pulled the rug, didn't care how I felt

Won't have to watch as I lose myself

No matter what, it was never enough

All of this shit must've come from above

God has decided to give up on love

What if I feel like a stranger when I'm in your arms

When I was lost, you were found

What if I'm only myself when you're not around

Feels like you're letting me drown

People kept telling me that I had it all

From this high up, it's a long way to fall

Maybe you weren't right, maybe I was a fool

I just can't stop thinking

That’s why I don't cry, I'm dead inside

Think it's time to say goodbye

Tell me why I can't get high

I don't cry, I'm dead inside

Think it's time to say goodbye

Tell me why I can't get high

I don't cry, I'm dead inside