[Intro]

Yo

This is it

The truth I'm bout to spit it

With no regret

Here we go

[Verse 1]

Where to start off so many topics to say

Been thinking about it mostly all night and day

You couldn't believe how many times I had to prey

For this day to go away like it was yesterday

Had a lot going through my brain

My heart couldn't handle the pain

From everyone be trying sayin'

You're just fine stop playin

That everything will be okay

That's what they all say

Until they realize what life brings them on a fucking trey

That's when they all go cra-

-zy enough to not do anything and be lazy

And asking me for advice but I'm over here screaming save me

It's true, everything is true

Been depressed and couldn't eat for some weeks too

Insecure about my skinniness

I don't even know what to do

Should I just sit here and do nothing

Lie about having friends again or about the fun things

I'm always sad cause I see everyone else having fun

Going out to places and even enjoying the sun

And I'm here alone in my room with no one

Having thoughts in my mind that could be a problem

Messaging different girls cause I think they're awesome

But they ignore me and leave me alone

Like every single bitch who is always on their phone

Texting everyone else but me please tell me what have I done?

[Hook]

The truth is out there, I'm just telling mine

This is my story thinking everything will be fine

This is a message to everyone that I'm not alright

Realize that my life is the worst at this time (2x)

[Verse 2]

Where to start off so many topics to say

Man I really wish I could just get away

Leave this place alone this ain't no cliche

It's not even black and white it's just grey

Back to what I was saying about not being invited

Everyone's too busy for me I just wanna be united

I hit the girls up cause I wanna hang out with them

I want to have that feeling like I'm with someone else again

But it's too late for that they all have excuses or being with a man

Even my cousins who can't make some simple plans

For me or their friends online we just gaming

Man I miss those days when we used to get together when it started raining

I miss a lot of things when we were kids

Now we're growing up and it's difficult to live like this

God, those thoughts are coming up in my head again

I'm scared to say it in person that's why I'm raping it till the end

I'm not like this

I was never like this

It all started when I broke up with my ex

Started to be depressed and being alone again

No one texted me back how should call them my friends

I don't know what the reason of this was like

I was to scared to even ask people the question why

Would I trust them with the truth or all their lies

I'll be strong to take the worst things into and say that I don't wanna die

[Hook]

The truth is out there, I'm just telling mine

This is my story thinking everything will be fine

This is a message to everyone that I'm not alright

Realize that my life is the worst at this time (2x)

[Verse 3]

Where to start off so many topics to say

Hopefully I will be happy on my birthday

But I doubt it cause everyone forgets about it

It's been 4 years in a row and I'm just sick about it

All the thoughts in my mind could become a problem

I love raping its the only way for me to solve them

And don't worry I never thought bout shooting myself in the head

I never thought about not living or being dead

Those are for crazy people who start to give up

When they begin to say that enough is enough

But I'm not the type of person who tries to stand up

But don't, they just do nothing like they're handcuffed

One more problem its about my health

I'm so skinny that I don't even know what could help

My insecurity is kicking in I'm starting to be compelled

My body's getting so thin I can't even fit in jeans with a belt

The only thing that makes me happy is listening to Eminem

He's the one to show me how to express my feelings

All his songs I love and they have powerful meanings

And I'm starting to have a voice like what he says

Makes me confident to rap it out

I guess it's the only way to get the message out

Everyone listens to music and don't think about

The things in this world that has to be

Please everyone just let me be free

[Hook]

The truth is out there, I'm just telling mine

This is my story thinking everything will be fine

This is a message to everyone that I am alright

Realize that my life is the best at this time (2x)

Yeah