Reality

By CNnine

On Personal

Released on January 18, 2019

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[Intro]

Yo

I came here to finish

Finish what I started

To do the right thing

The right thing for everyone

But first


[Verse 1]

Have you ever thought, who the fuck I really am

Think about it man, I doubt you will understand

Something complicated and it makes you clap your hands

Going to the beat and go faster while you can

Make it fast, make it loud, no doubt you can last

But just hear me out, check me out for my last stance cause

This will be the last thing you hear for a while

I’m doing myself a favor and everything that’s gone wild

It’s a spiral, twisting and longer then a mile

It’s the style of everyone’s life that I compiled

So listen to me and this shit that I’ll be sayin'

Don’t stay here and complaining cause it’ll be a pain and

I choose to expose the things that had to be

It’s the importance of the reality of this dream


[Hook]

I’m gonna be the better me

More then I can every try and

Focus on my reality

And the ones that I can find

Usually it’s insanity

Cool it down with the breeze of night

Sing to the melody

Overcome the truth with no lie


[Verse 2]

I always say to myself “live the reality it’s supposed to be”

Now I’m questioning it cause of the things I have seen in this world crazier than me

People out here doing drugs, making money, smoking weed but they’re still a teen

It’s hard for me to see them doing it everyday

They don’t know the real truth about it so let me explain

It rots your brain to the core slowly without you noticing a thing

But people cover the truth with the lies they say

At your age, it can cause lots of damage later on

It could kill you faster but that’s your problem not mine

Cause I actually know a lot about the truth of our lives and how we can prove it right

Drugs aren’t a gateway to relief or to forget

It’s not how cool you are or to show off to your friends

It’s not the importance to which way you handle them

It’s stupid how people go crazy with drugs they don’t get and

Sometimes I need to take a break

Cause I feel like shit every single day

So this is my time to shine whenever I’m close I’ll be fine and

I don’t know what else to say anymore

Cause I know what I do, I do it for

Myself and the people I care about the most and how they are doing so I

Need some time for myself and family

I can go on but personally

I’ll stop for the sake of being alive and I’m not dying tonight cause

I’ll just fight for whatever is right

Gonna do my best for me, myself and I

Just don’t let anyone horrify the things you live for cause


[Hook]

I’m gonna be the better me

More then I can every try and

Focus on my reality

And the ones that I can find

Usually it’s insanity

Cool it down with the breeze of night

Sing to the melody

Overcome the truth with no lie


[Verse 3]

All of the girls need to learn a thing or two

So hear me out so you know what to do

It’s not about what you use to impress any dude

It’s about showing that you care about them like they care about you

You girls are already beautiful without make up

You don’t need all of that shit to give fake love

Y’all need to make up or don’t take much

This the type of shit that I dreamt of

And to all the girls that are saying they are single

Some guys just really wanna talk but don’t believe her

How they say they really want a boyfriend but only a finger

Points to the guy that say they don’t want to meet her

It’s so annoying when we give them a compliment

They take it like we’re hitting on them

Give us that dry texts like “lol” or “oof” and shit

What the fuck am I supposed to do with that comment

Most of the time when I am actually nice

They appreciate my attitude and all the good vibes

So they think I like them but I don’t even try

Don’t feel so special bitch, I do that to everyone all the time

Its how I grew up with the people I'm surrounded with

I know I’m not perfect and I know you all deserve more than this

I’m so sick of all these high school thots in surrounded with

Look at what they’re wearing! Nothing!

It mostly comes from these freshmen girls

They get influenced by these hoes around the world

It’s irritating to see men have a go with them

They’re gonna catch a case if you don’t let go of them

Now lemme explain how the sky goes black during the day

People look at it, try to interact but it goes away

It gives you a try but then ignores you all day

I’m just sayin', she doesn’t appreciate you anyways so


[Hook]

I’m gonna be the better me

More then I can every try and

Focus on my reality

And the ones that I can find

Usually it’s insanity

Cool it down with the breeze of night

Sing to the melody

Overcome the truth with no lie


[Verse 4]

I’ve been planing this album from the last month of December

It’s started off as an apology song that was meant for her

Listen to Memories cause that’s where I remembered

Hope she will listen to it so never say never

I’ve improved my confidence so I can sing this for you guys

If H listens, my nervousness will go up so high

She’s still hella cute I ain’t gonna lie

Don’t hate on me for this Rita I’m just sayin' what’s on in my mind

I have lots going through my mind not just that

I’ve been planing to do this rapping gig for a second chance

Do another album just to see how I am

It could be a career if I go downhill from my plan

My plan was never to become a mumble rapper

They get famous for making up random words and slappers

Kids these days think about the beat and lyrics don’t matter

So lemme be a better rapper and smile with laughter

You know how easy it is to rap like them?

Rap about doing drugs and fucking again and again?

How’s that fun tho like why do that to them?

But in all honesty tho

Fuck the licky blicky icky shitty bitches

It’s so litty with them titties

You’ll be sitting on your tummy no not Timmy

But I’ll Turner on her belly

Fuck her till it’s really hurting

Bitch I’m cumming when she’s bleeding

Run away and be a mystery

I’m so beyond it’s infinitively

I’ll be reading when I’m shitting

These lyrics I’m so lyrically

Talented with these theories

That she’s catching feelings

Or my dicky is too biggie

Or to literally speaking

My bars that I’m spitting

It’s acid that I’m tripping

But I basically self-esteeming

Bitches will start tweeting

Start to fucking meme me

Cause we’re living in a reality

That were supposed to be in

*breathes in*

Oh shit


[Hook]

I’m gonna be the better me

More then I can every try and

Focus on my reality

And the ones that I can find

Usually it’s insanity

Cool it down with the breeze of night

Sing to the melody

Overcome the truth with no lie

Oh yea, if I mumble, just look up the lyrics

Thank you