[Intro]

Okay here we go

Alright

Let's do this

Yo

So I think it’s time

I know my life was a mess

But this would explain a few things

And like I said, it’s all true so

[Verse 1]

I confess

To all the statements I’ve addressed

To all the grudges I hold and posses

To everything I’ve experienced more than the rest

The feelings I express and rumors I inject

In my head I learn and the words I digest

The people I inspect and the crowd I respect

Everything I say I feel like I’m correct

The moments I suspect somethings wrong I suppress

So I sit in my room, overthinking as it gets

Complicated and wild more or less

My mind goes crazy with the rhymes I select

Imma try my best to show everyone that I’m stressed

Because of the reason why I’m so against

These people I invest myself with and I really try too, except

In the words I say sounds like imma diss them

But that’s incorrect cause I never try to hurt them

Stop getting too attached to me, I’m never aiming to impress

But here’s the latest news, I’m the only guy that knows how to lose

I’ve lost many, including someone like you

To put me in a mood that no one knows how to do

But fools like me always know how to screw it up too

I ain’t new of failing, but I’m not tryin' to be rude

I guess I'm like the other guys too

I do send nudes just like all the other dudes

I do mistakes but I always try to improve

I’m a used mint that rides in your mouth when you chew

So imma stop this now and listen to me

Since I know how to create controversy and disrespect others by the way that I see

Maybe reality will make you start and listening to the phrases I start spitting freely and spontaneously that I might sound asleep when you hear me go to this speed

And I used to be so sad when she disses me

But she misses me, the memories that come back to me

It’s like the Fall of 2017

They always come back to me

The comeback of the century

But all these people around me are thinking what 2018 should’ve really been cause

[Hook]

Everyone's living the time of their lives

But me, I'm living my life at a time

If you see with innocent eyes, everything is divine

Not sure how to say if the truth is all mine (2x)

[Verse 2]

I’m ready to tie up loose ends today

I’m ready to show the world what I’ll say

About me and others and how they start to behave

The words that I play can relate to be great so don’t tell me when I’m late to keep this pace going through my face and find an easy escape so I can rearrange the words that I explain

There’s a few things I also want to say

Even though I didn’t know him personally

Most of my friends knew him like family

Everyone questioned why he had to go so quickly and really early

Tyler Mitchell Jusay, it hurts by just saying your name

You were important to lots of people, we’re sad to see you go away

It’s hard to see that you had to leave our Earth eternally

Maybe you can finally have some peace up there, so they say

But hey! What is it like up there?

I’m sure it’s a lot better than it is down here

Every video we hear of you, you’re so close and so near

I’m sure you miss every person you know this year

Believe me, everyone you know misses you a lot

You were the light and the warmth of everyone’s heart

You gave them laughter and contagious smile to adopt

Your memories made everyone’s life break apart

Your innocence made people so vigilant

It’s so serious to not see your presence and

Made them so delirious so they make an excuse to do drugs again

Doing it daily man, doing weed cause that’s all they need for their greed and purposefully make them happy cause

[Hook]

Everyone's living the time of their lives

But me, I'm living my life at a time

If you see with innocent eyes, everything is divine

Not sure how to say if the truth is all mine (2x)

[Verse 3]

Since I mentioned my hypocrisy to everyone that listened

I also mentioned a few people who fit in the description

It made me think of what I can cook for them in the kitchen

It’ll only take a minute cause I still need to say things that I haven’t finished

My life could’ve been a lot easier if June told me the truth

Who knew that you were interested in girls and not dudes

Don’t ask me how I know but ask me how I just do

I have lots of special tricks that magicians can’t even use

Plus I don’t really care if people expose me for who I am

I’m an open book that you can easily understand

Yea I did lose my V-Card to a girl I didn’t know why I was mad at

I sometimes regret it and it even comes back again when I’m having sex man

But enough of that, It’s just a rap with bunch of facts for you to know it all

It my attract some hoes that act like they know it all

They grab the information and assume somethings going on

It might be the fact that you got it mixed and so wrong

I reply to the words you say

You deny every other day

Saying that I’m texting other girls but there is no such thing

Maybe I should if that’s what it takes

I’m way too innocent to be in that certain place

I’ll give you my best reaction on the next album I make

I’ll say all the names, I don’t care if you’re straight or even gay

Cause believe me I’m done being the guy you know

Here I go, with one shot hope it doesn’t blow cause

[Hook]

Everyone's living the time of their lives

But me, I'm living my life at a time

If you see with innocent eyes, everything is divine

Not sure how to say if the truth is all mine

*Yeah*

*Let's do this*