Hypocrite

By CNnine

On Personal

Released on January 18, 2019

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[Intro]

Yo

You know who I am?

You don’t?

Lemme tell you

Yea


[Hook]

This is Oscar

No, not an impostor

Hit me, I’ll hit you back like a mobster

Not a hypnotist

Or a lunatic

But I could be your hypocrite because


[Verse 1]

Everything I say it’s real

Confessed when I lied, hurt or even steal

But I’m made out of steel so I cannot feel the deal between the things that I’m trying to conceal

Or maybe I wanna heal

The wounds that I’ve received

But I achieved my goals to succeed my flaws and to reveal what I need

I need to come out clean cause I haven’t been completely honest

Trying to finish what I started but added more to this mess

So there’s more to me that you haven’t seen cause I’ve been hiding from these things that no one knows I’ve done so believe me

I’ll tell the truth with more proof then a tooth fairy sweeping with a broom and won’t move

It will be hard to see how far I can go with this song to see what I’ve done wrong and to leave a big hole in the wall and leave nothing at all and then we’ll all fall

So listen

It’s none of my business to learn peoples decisions and what they have witnessed in their lives that made them who they isn’t

It’s my problem to make them solve them as long as they don’t reach rock bottom or become an alcoholic

Cause they can’t help with it, it’s too late for them

They chose to be high and drunk so they can forget it

But it comes back doesn’t it and you already opened it

You post yourself doing drugs on snap and you think you’re really cool

You’re basically killing yourself at that age you know you’re such a fool

Come follow my advice and listen to what I say

Don’t stay at home inside at the kitchen eating rice all day cause


[Hook]

This is Oscar

No, not an impostor

Hit me, I’ll hit you back like a mobster

Not a hypnotist

Or a lunatic

But I could be your hypocrite because


[Verse 2]

Look at what I did

Said I wouldn’t do it, guess I’m a bad kid

Broke her heart and released all my tension

Regret it every time somebody mentions it

Was never my intention to do that stupid shit

It slipped out of my mouth I promise it won’t happen again

I’ve changed from what I did please come be my friend

Maybe we can do a lot together without having to pretend

I’m sorry for all the wrong doings I’ve done

From hurting you gradually like a hit and run

Letting you die from using all those drugs

Fighting if we both have either lust or love

LeAnne I’m sorry for breaking your heart

Even tho I said I wouldn’t, I still broke apart

Even tho I said I’m intelligent, I know I'm not that smart

Even tho I said I remember, I honestly just forgot

I forgot how important it was for you

I humiliated you too and made you a fool to lose someone like me and to do nothing but still get hurt for following my rules

And Rachel, what happened? Did we just broke off and I became the captain?

Did we let of steam and then stab them?

Do you still wanna text all those crack heads?

Look at me! I’m just standin'! Waiting for you to text back and I can imagine!

How many guys actually have been!

I’m your DM’s making you plan them!

And damn how can girls actually do that

They say they want attention from a cool man

You try to text them and they never text back

What a bunch of hypocrites man well it’s too bad

But look

I got some shit to say

It involves me and what happened on Wednesday

Rachel came cause she needed a place to stay

And we behaved like we were together back in the day

It felt good and bad but at the same time

I felt like I just cheated, that I can’t deny

I feel malevolently surprised

That Rachel let me kiss her when we were closing our eyes

I can’t take that day back anymore

It’s the first thing I won’t be able to ignore cause


[Hook]

This is Oscar

No, not an impostor

Hit me, I’ll hit you back like a mobster

Not a hypnotist

Or a lunatic

But I could be your hypocrite

But don’t hit the hypocrite

Just lick the tip of it

Or maybe consider it

If you wanted it

Just look at me cause I’m the best

Don’t look at him cause he’s like the rest


[Verse 3]

Pay close attention to what’s outside cause you’ll never know what you’ll find

One of my friend said this once or twice

He said never let a hoe be on your side

Because he’s like, “ Hoes be like, ‘Hoes be like...’ but they be the hoes that be like,” and damn he’s right and I got that shit in my mind and it seems about right

Don’t let your guard down whenever you’re online

Cause you’ll have a better chance to find hoes inside

Just be careful to dodge all their lies

And be respectful to know what’s yours and what’s mine

I became a hypocrite just when I said I didn’t want to

Everything that I did affected my future the one I saw through

My expectations from everyone came down far from you

I’ll be a better person just watch as I compute

And damn girl, I almost forgot to mention

Your next person to be called out cause you’re the biggest hypocrite that I’ve met and

Yeah